The Pack's Doctor by Cooper

Chapter 109

Chapter 109

Quirin

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| don’t remember ever being this nervous in my life. I'm trying to push it down by acting relaxed and maintaining

a calm demeanor in front of the pack. But inside, my stomach is twisting in knots. | knew I'd always been drawn

to Kennedy, always enjoyed her presence more than nearly anyone else in my life. But now, | get to make her

mine. This sweet, beautiful woman is mine. And I'm terrified that I'm going to lose control tonight and tear her

apart.

When she says goodnight to the pack, I look around, suddenly realizing that everyone is watching us. | don’t

know if it’s the surprise that I've returned with their Luna or if they feel my own unease, but | don’t like worrying

that anyone in my pack is thinking of challengingfor my Alpha position or my mate. Thankfully when | bark

my own goodnight to them, they scatter like ants.

| have no idea where Kennedy got the idea that we were going to have separate rooms. My parents did but |

have no desire to sleep in a room that doesn’t smell like Kennedy. Maybe because my parents weren't fated

mates it was different for them. But | want her body pressed up against mine every night. | want to wake up with

her citrus and mint scent in my nose every morning. So, there's no way in hell I'm agreeing to separate rooms.

As soon as we walked into my room, our room, her entire body responded. | was already struggling with mine

and Raif’s desire for her, but the moment she moaned, | lost the battle. Raif growled possessively while my cock

went so hard | thought it might crack. Then she let her head fall back and all | wanted to do was sink my canines

into her pretty little neck and bury myself in her warth, wet heat.

| thought for sure when | ran my finger down her throat, she’d regain her senses. Not only did she not stop

submitting to me, but she and Echo seemed perfectly happy to do it. | had nearly gotten carried away kissing her

neck. | have to keep reminding myself that my mate is a virgin. | can’t press her against the wall and bury my

cock inside her like I'm desperate to do. | pull back before | lose control of myself and Raif and do what I'm trying

so hard not to do- tear her apart. Temptress indeed. She has no idea how tempting she is and the danger she’s

putting herself in by stoking the fire that is already burning inside me.

Thankfully, | ordered food up to our room. | need stand space from Kennedy so | can get control of

myself. I've never had any trouble being in absolute control, but right now, | feel like Kennedy is taking every last

ounce of it. The other thing I'm desperate to do is hear her thoughts. | need to know that she wants to be here,

that she isn’t afraid of me. | don’t care if the rest of the fucking world fears me, but | don’t want Kennedy to ever

fear me. So, | have her agree to acceptas her Alpha before we eat. | need to know that she understands

exactly what marking and mating entails and that she’s truly ready for this. If she’s not, I'll have to put Raif and

my cock on ice until she is, but Ill do it. | don’t want her to fearbecause | pushed her too far, too fast.

As soon as she says the words and licks my blood, it’s like the sun bursts through the clouds pushing my

darkness aside and encompassingin her warm glow. Kennedy isn’t like me. She doesn’t hide her thoughts or

her emotions keeping them under tight control. Instead, | can feel her love for me, spreading throughout my

mind and body. | can feel that she’s lovedfor years. This sweet woman fell in love with an angry, dark man

when she was still a young girl. She's always loved me. Only me. The thought both thrillsand terrifies me.

The small part of my brain that was willing to let her go if she toldshe didn’t wantdissolves. No one else

can ever bask in the loving glow of this woman. That pleasure, that bliss, is reserved forandalone.

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| feel her shock when her bright light blasts through my darkness. She knew | was dark, but unless you're inside

my head, you'd never know just how dark. Even now, I'm not showing her everything about me. There are still

shadows where her light is shining. But she’s finally getting a good understanding of who I really am.

| sense the first hint of fear in her, and | don’t like it. She toldyears ago that she wasn’t afraid ofand she

never has been. Not once, until now.

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| reach out and stroke her cheek. “You don’t ever need to fear in Kennedy. | will never lay a hand on you in anger.

| will never let anyone hurt you. | know I'm not what you're used to But you've gone your entire life not being

afraid of me. Don’t start now. Please,” | say.

There are very few things in life that are worth pleading for in my opinion. But Kennedy's trust inis definitely

one of

them.

“I know you would never hurt me,” she says, and | feel her push her fear away, trusting that I'm still the man

she’s always known. | am, she just didn’t knowas well as she will by tomorrow.

“Let's get sfood and you can tellwhat those tears were about carlier,” | say, taking her hand and

leading her to the table.

“What tears?” she asks. | can tell she doesn’t think | know that she was crying when she packed her things at her

pack. “When you cdown the stairs with your mother and your bags, you'd been crying. What were those

tears about?” | pull the domes off the two plates of food and hand one to her, waiting for her answer.

She pushes her food around for a moment before answering, but | can hear her putting her answer together in

her head before she speaks. | realize that she’s moderating her response for me. She doesn’t wantto know

how sad she was to leave her family, especially the times she used to spend with her mother.

“Honesty, Kennedy. | want complete honesty between us. | don’t ever want to worry that you're keeping things

from me, and | want you to know that I'll always tell you the truth, even if it’s a truth that you don’t want to

hear.”

She nods and swallows hard. | can feel her emotions coming back to the surface, the sadness.

“It was hard leaving. Everything and everyone that I've ever known lives in that pack. My bedroom my family,

my friends, my life, it was all there. And now, I'm starting over in a place where | don’t know anyone. I'm not yet

a Luna, but | am your mate. | don’t know what you or the pack expects of me. | already think | made a bad

impression...”

“How so?” | ask, genuinely confused.

She frowns at me. “Quirin, you nearly killed one of your pack members overbefore we even stepped foot in

the packhouse. And then, well, just look at me,” she says, gesturing at the beautiful dress she’s wearing. | get a

glimpse of her thoughts, that she’d gotten this dress specifically forbecause of a comment | made about her

eyes. But then it shifts to thinking it was a bad idea and that | must think that she’s nothing more than a silly,

stupid girl.

“Kennedy, I've done nothing BUT look at you from the moment your party guests got out of my way and | could

see you. You're the most beautiful woman I've ever seen and that dress... that dress accents your eyes perfectly.

| love your eyes. | always have. They're a beautiful shade of green. I've barely been able to tear my eyes away

from you all night.”

It’s the truth, the honest truth that | promised her. But | wasn’t expecting her response or my desire to make her

respond like that all the time. | swear | felt her give her heart toeven more than before. I'm already

becoming addicted to her gentle sweetness and love..

“I don’t want you to feel lonely here. | won't say you don’t have to be careful. We do get attacked periodically

but there is no place that is off limits to you on the pack lands. In addition, I'm sure you'll make friends here. It

will just take time.”

| can see and feel that she doesn’t believe me. But Kennedy is an outgoing young woman. I'm sure she’ll make

friends, and she and Echo can explore the pack lands. | think my pack lands are beautiful, and I've expanded

them since I've been Alpha to include a lake and more recently an overhang that looks out over a valley. That

was more for providing protection on that border, but it happens to have a beautiful overlook as well.

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She pushes her food around and if | wasn’t so focused on her thoughts that I'd have missed it. She's hiding

something from me, something that is upsetting her.

“Kennedy?” | ask her.

She looks atand shakes her head, unwilling to tell me.

“Honesty, remember?” | ask her. Whatever it is, | can’t make it right if | don’t know what it is..

“It’s nothing.”

“If it were nothing, then you’d have no problem tellingwhat it is.”

She looks up atand narrows her eyes at me. “Are you always his invasive in your pack’s minds?” she asks.

“No. For the most part, | don’t care what they're thinking as long as they remain true toand the pack. But

with you, | want to know everything that you're thinking, what you're feeling, especially right now since we've

just found out that we're mates. There's a lot for you to process, a lot to take in, and a lot that is changing in

your life very quickly. It’s important toto know that you're.okay, tonight especially because of what tonight

means,” | tell her.

She blushes a beautiful shade of pink, before sighing and setting her fork down.

“Why didn’t you geta birthday gift? You getone every year. | always look forward to them. But you didn’t

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geta gift this year and | was just wondering why you didn’t,” she says.

| can feel her hurt. She thinks it wasn’t important enough forto get her a gift, which couldn't be farther from

the truth.

| get up from the table and go to where | dropped my jacket when we cin. | pull the box out and look at it

then turn. | told her we'd be honest, so | will be.

“I didn’t think you'd like it after wh

your parents got you,” | say

She stares at the box in my hands. “You did geta gift?”

“Of course | did. It’s your birthday. Your eighteenth birthday. That's a special birthday,” | say softly, handing her

the box. “I'm sorry it's not... well, open it,” | say shrugging.

She unwraps the box and opens it, staring at the necklace that | had made especially for her. | feel the swell of

emotions in her and I'm so glad that | waited until she acceptedas her Alpha for her to open this gift.

Otherwise, | might not have believed how much this necklace means to her.

When she looks up at me, there are tears in her eyes and | can see that Echo has pushed forward. “Is this Raif?”

| smile, as Raif pushes forward, both of us pleased that she realized what it is.

“Yes, my little mate, that is me. | wanted to see you wearing my head around your neck,” Raif tells them.

“He was very insistent about it,” | say to her, watching as she strokes her thumb over it.

“Is there a reason you chose diamonds for the eyes?” she asks.

“It’s your birthstone, and it went well with the onyx and pewter of Raif’s head,” | say as she looks up at me.

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“You know my birthstone?”

“I know everything there is to know about you, Little Pup,” | say, smiling when | feel her aggravation about the

name.

It's not exactly true. | don’t know everything there is to know about her. Not yet anyway. But by tomorrow, there

won't be a single part of her mind or body that | won’t know intimately.

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